Micah Dearborn

Date of Birth: 06/06/1990
Age: 20
Gender: Male
Address: (Within the US) 22 Grove St., White Plains, NY 10600
Physical Appearance: 6'2.5" in height, not exactly sure about my weight. I'm slim and I don't obsess over my weight if that's what you're worried about. Eyes are green, hair is long and naturally red.

Do you suffer from any ongoing medical conditions such as heart conditions, diabetes, asthma or other long-term physical disabilities, diseases or afflictions?

No.

Do you have any allergies to foods, inhalants or medications? Please list allergies and age of onset below.

Nope, no allergies.

Does your family have a history of any ongoing medical conditions such as heart conditions, diabetes, asthma or other long-term physical disabilities, diseases or afflictions?

My father has diabetes, but that's because he's a fat, lazy fuck. My mother's a little loopy but she hasn't been diagnosed with anything as far as I know. My grandfather died as the result of a heart attack at age 68 and my grandmother died of natural causes just last year, at age 75.


Do you, or have you ever suffered from a mental affliction, or do you feel that you have problems with your state of mind? Examples could be anxiety, depression, seeing or hearing things that are not there, suffering from uncontrollable impulses, or entertaining damaging thoughts such as wanting to harm/kill oneself or do something damaging to another person. Have you ever abused controlled substances, alcohol, or prescription medications?

I don't think I suffer from a mental affliction. I'm obsessed with sex, and I think about it all the time, but I don't think it's an affliction the likes of what you're talking about. I suppose my parents would beg to differ, but I'm not all that bothered by it myself. I am pretty impulsive, but not uncontrollably. I act out sometimes to purposefully draw attention to myself, but I haven't done anything to directly harm myself or another. I have used drugs and alcohol on a recreational, experimental basis, but I wouldn't call it abuse. I've smoked marijuana a few times, done cocaine on several occasions, and tripped on shrooms once. I also took acid once. But these instances haven't been particularly close together and I haven't had to go to rehab or anything. I have been drunk, but I'm not an alcoholic.

Have you ever seen someone for these problems or addictions? Or have you been hospitalised or housed in an institution or home for people who suffer from mental afflictions, or admitted to a drug rehabilitation centre? If so, for how long, and what was your diagnosis?

My parents took me to see a psychologist when I was 16 because they were concerned about my sexual interest and behavior. In addition to locating the stash of sex toys and pornographic magazines hidden in a trap door I'd fashioned in my closet (these things I paid older friends to buy for me), they caught me having sex with two of my friends once - a boy and a girl. They were supposed to be on vacation but returned early, much to my dismay, and promptly flipped their lids over what was happening on their nice, new leather couch. The psychologist I saw wanted me to come twice a week - once for individual therapy with her and later on in the week for group therapy.

In individual therapy, she ended up diagnosing me with hypersexuality. Group therapy didn't go so well, and she ended up referring me to an outpatient practice somewhere in Manhattan. I was too much for her to handle, apparently. I didn't like group therapy much. I hated listening to other people's sob stories, so I often did something to turn the attention back to me. I suppose it's safe to say I like the attention anyway. After several group therapy sessions in which I was "needlessly disruptive", my psychologist sent me to that outpatient program I mentioned. After working with me in some depth, they decided that I have a little side of histrionic personality disorder to go along with my hypersexuality. I call shenanigans, but the doctor's got the last word, right?


Where were you born, and where did you grow up? Were there any complications during your birth? What was your infancy like?

I was born in New York City, and grew up just outside the city in White Plains. My birth was normal and apparently my infancy was too. Walked and talked when I was supposed to and all that jazz.

Did you ever have any long-term separation from your parents?

They went on some group retreats with their church when I was too young to tag along, but I didn't mind that much, because it meant I got to go stay at grandma's house. She spoiled me rotten, so I enjoyed those times quite a bit, as you might expect!

Do you have any siblings? If so, did you get along well with them?

I'm an only child.

Did you attend public or private school, and if so, what were your grades like and how did you feel about it?

I attended public school. My grades weren't very good because, from a very young age, I was quite distracted by the girls in my class, and sometimes even by the teachers. I remember I used to look at them and think about how pretty they were and how I wanted to kiss them, even when I was too young to understand that there was any significance to the act. It seemed innocent enough to my parents then, and to me too, I guess. They weren't too happy about my poor grades throughout my school career, but I couldn't be much bothered because, once I hit puberty, I had better things to pursue. Sexual pursuits only interested me more and more the older I got.

Do you have an interest in the opposite or same sex, and if so, when did you become aware of this interest?

Both. I noticed girls from a very early age, like I said. It didn't take me much longer to notice boys and their attractiveness to me. I think I was about 10 years old when I started having the kind of thoughts about other boys that I'd already been having about girls. I love boys, I love girls, and I love having sex with them, sometimes both at the same time. There's no way I can lose!

Were you ever admitted to a psychiatric or correctional facility for juveniles, and if so why were you admitted, and how did you feel about it?

There's just the outpatient program. I'm not sure if that counts, but I've been going there ever since I was 17. Unfortunately, I'm still living with my parents and they guilted me to keep going even after I turned 18 and had the choice not to. Since the therapy hasn't had any impact on my sexual activities, they're ready to send me out of state to a stricter facility, someplace where I can be monitored. I've been guilted into filling out this application too. Believe me, I don't want to be doing this, but I figure if it gets them off my back and gets me away from them for a while, it might not be so bad.


Have you ever been convicted of a crime? If so, what was the conviction, and was was the sentence served, or fine paid?

Public intoxication, drunk and disorderly conduct, and indecent exposure, which I was charged with after I got drunk with a bunch of friends at a nightclub, got up on the bar and started stripping. I spent a month in jail and had to pay a $1000 fine on top of it. Damn, was it fun though!

Have you ever taken or abused controlled substances? Have you ever had an addiction to prescription medications, or have you abused alcohol?

I already answered this question thoroughly towards the beginning of the application. I don't think I mentioned anything about prescription drugs though, so I'll clear that up now - no, I am not and have never been addicted to prescription medications.


What are your goals in life?

Well, I suppose I want to get my addiction under control enough that I can hold down a steady job and eventually move out of my parents' home. I've had a few jobs, but they haven't lasted long because of my sex "addiction." The need to pleasure myself becomes so intense that I have to drop everything to do it right then and there. I've tried to ignore it, but I can't. It's an uncontrollable compulsion. When I was at those jobs, I at least had the common sense and decency to go to the bathroom, but my superiors didn't like the fact that I was going several times during my shifts and staying in there for no less than 15 minutes each time. Oops. So yeah, if it wasn't for my desire to get out of my parents' house and make a life for myself, I wouldn't be much bothered by my condition, but as it is, I want a job so that I can get a place of my own and move on with my life, maybe become some sort of responsible adult. Responsible. Heh.

How do you hope that our facilities might help you in achieving those goals?

I don't know. I only know what my parents hope. I'm assuming you're going to give me drugs to try and suppress my "unnatural," "ungodly" urges, but I don't have much faith in that.

Finally, tell us a bit about yourself.

Hi, my name is Micah and I'm addicted to sex. This is what you want to hear, isn't it? Anyway, I suppose facts are what you want, so here goes: I can't hold down a lasting, serious relationship because I don't know how to be monogamous. If I find someone attractive, I will do just about anything in my power to nail them. I become obsessed with the thrill of the chase and the desire for conquest. Once I've decided I want someone, I will have them. Unfortunately, my fixation prevents me from developing meaningful relationships with anyone, and I've broken my fair share of hearts. I'm not proud of it, and I do feel bad because that's not what I aim for, but I can't help it. I move on from one person to the next when I get bored or when I'm simply...ready to. Emotion doesn't factor much into it, if at all. I would like to have a normal, functioning relationship with somebody someday, and maybe that's part of what you can help me with.

My parents are militant Christians. They gave me a Biblical name hoping I'd do it justice and ended up with a sex fiend for a son. I went to church at their insistence for a while when I was younger, but I stopped going in junior high. I think most of the reason they're so uptight about my nymphomania is that it's not "godly." They're ashamed of me because I didn't turn out "right," because on top of being a nympho, I'm part fag. They haven't said anything like that, of course, but I know that's what they're thinking. Dad especially, the old stick in the mud he is.

By agreeing to admission to our facilities, you hereby agree to abide by all rules and terms of service outlined in patient or resident handbooks, rules and codes of conduct. You hereby agree to waive your right to voluntary dismissal from our facilities until such a time as facility heads of staff sign paperwork for your release. You hereby agree to comply with facility staff recommendations, demands, or outlines for treatment. You hereby waive your right to informed medical consent before medication changes or medical procedures. You hereby agree to waive your right to hold Crane Pharmaceuticals and its Subsidiaries responsible for any personal harm or distress incurred during treatment. Crane Pharmaceuticals and its Subsidiaries reserve the right to add or amend these terms of service at any time.

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Micah E. Dearborn 8/29/2010